maths sail task!

wow the maths sail task… talking about it really makes me feel frustrated!…damn it today maths test also i think i’m going to fail my maths le loh simply too annoy by some teacher sometimes i have no idea why….i also can’t stand some people in my class what with their problem for not paying attention in class and those who give the teacher the ‘whatever’ attitude okay!!! and talking back to the teachers too ohmy i feel like shouting at them!many homework to fill up my supposily relaxing weekends i guess…chinese;elit;maths;science test next thursday…woah going home next tues and web so fun can’t wait too meet those people i believe i can be friendly…good impression i guess ad thursday i got leadership trg then i’ll have to miss band loh enjoy your weekend everyone!

honourable guest in our school

wow today the well-known Dr William Tan came to our school. so honoured to have him aroung seeing the endless queue of students wanting to get his autograph personally i was simply astonished but indeed he was inspiring too..hearing about his endless obstacles he met since he was young it was touching….yesterday i was counted fortunate that i was really tested by ms sia but didn’t get scolding….i changed by to my old clarinet it sort of repaired i guess…can anyone teach me how to do the maths sail task i simply hae no idea what going on….mugging session today and everyone was fustrated just because of the annoying maths sail task its like our teachers say different things ohmy this is horrendous…and for ting xie, heartbroken to say that i only scored 44/50 no marks below my previous one..adn what’s more it is on CARELESS MISTAKES that i made….how intelligent can i be!!!test on friday and next thurs oh i recalled something that is to print out mr teoh’s helpful notes…simple had been a great help to my chem…i have to attend the dreadful band tml and some sec 3 are not coming i guess cause of their leadership training workshop i will be tortured without them hoping that sec 4 will come and have no extended lessons i pray hard

AWAKE NO SLEEPING!!!

today i simply felt awaken by something no idea of what isit!!!how wonderful can that be by the anonymous power wad a drastic change in just a day!!!unbelievable hhaha….today i presented my xiang sheng and felt that it was a total…hmm let say sort of discomposed in me, ME you know!!!but neither could understand the FUNNY joke the others presented just the moment the last pair presents i felt ‘we aren’t that lousy right?’for english we did oral my vocab only got limited range only sad to say that….but cheryl said punctuation and NO expression not a very pleasant comment i guess….2 hours of chinese but good news for the compo 66.5/100 highest only 69 wow what a commendable grade… i think i shuld get a few compliment from my high expections parents….but for me it just normal…geog paper thinking about that it was horrendous asking ‘ how does a map benefits you?’ my mind completely blank i remember i read BUT only for 1 pathetic minute…i driving crazy with all the immense test…i just recalled tml i still got ting xie;maths sail task;art  wow wad a humongous number to ME but comparing it to the upper sec it is counted little to THEM. friday maths test hmm taxation;congruency and similarity not paying attention in class i guess studying sessions ahead. NEW ASSIGNMENTS!history and geog..two more things added to my heavy load…grouping problems again i guess we should just be seperated it just simply solve the problem once and for all.bless me not to feel sleepy in class anymore

thankyou!!!

thanks mountain and weiyun!!!wow monday we got a geog test and up till now i haven’t even finish studying yet what’s more till alot of homework!maths and homeec!no idea how to do the home ec portfolio how to do in five pages i think they are crazy!!!maths sail task no idea aiyo i so confused chinese spelling haven even learn yet….today not a good day for kept thinking about yesterday…wants to cry whenever i thinks about it she’s gone never coming back again

19&23 feb the day i will always remember

19 feb 2008 noon my grandma left the world leaving us, while i was still in mids of school when my mum messaged me with the shocking news  why did i not even see her for the last time i was not given the chance to do so. attending the wake was the last thing that i ever wanted to do…regreting that i did not do enough for her but it was all too late i only knew how to cherish her when she was gone…23 feb 2008 the day of cremation…held at mandai i seriously wanted the journey to take as long as possible but i knew we will reach there one day what’s more it is last then a hour before reaching the destination…91 years a long time where i myself is not evenn certain if i would be able to live that long..i knew that my grandma  led her life meaningfully till the day she left….knowing that i would be the last time i see her i cried over and over again…i am really proud to have her as a grandma i know that she will not want me to cry for her…remembering the time where we spent together during special occasion, i will always remember all these occasions it will not be erased!i really loved her alot..remembering what the priest said’you must have really loved your grandmother’ this question struck my mind, thinking what have i done for her all this time sometimes not even taking out time to visit her!only treasuring your loved one when they leave you you will regret it….crying over it won’t change anything. these few days i did not have the mood to study at all but i know that she will want me to do well not neglecting my studies because of her…i will study because of her and remember what she done for her…jesus will take care of her!i love you grandma…i will always remember you in my heart!