Is there a reason why I can’t get you off my head?
Is it really that difficult for me to put down everything.
I really hate this kind of feeling cause I really don’t know what to do right now.
I’m lost really lost. This feeling isn’t good at all.
I’m just praying that one day I’ll be able to put down my everything for Him. I’m just praying that this day will be soon.
There was a reason why i wasn’t there. I totally did not regret it at all, there maybe many people saying that it was great; a pity that i missed it. But i totally didn’t feel that way cause i know His presence is everywhere and there was sure a reason why i couldn’t go. I got my answer and was really glad that i didn’t go now cause if I did, this probably wouldn’t happen at all. Really thank Him for the perfect plans he have for my life, to live for Him not for myself. I’m really grateful, it seems like a miracle did happen, the rules i set, i’m going to achieve it. Our almighty God, praise Him, thank Him for all the love he has given us.
I’m in a fight not physical
And I’m in a war
But not with this world
You are the light that’s beautiful
And I want more
I want all that’s Yours
Joy unspeakable that won’t go away
And just enough strength
To live for today
So I never have to worry
What tomorrow will bring
‘Cause my faith is on solid rock
I am counting on God
I am counting on
I am counting on God
The miracle of Christ in me
Is the mystery that sets me free
I’m nothing like I used to be
Open up your eyes you’ll see
“For God so loved the world that he gave his only son for who so ever that believed in him shall not perish but have an ever lasting life” – John 3:16
What’s wrong. Can’t you just open your mouth? is it really that hard? it really annoys me so much, why can’t you just open up with your problems, yes i know i may not understand but what’s the problem with keeping it to yourself? it’s not like you will be able to do anything if not the problem would have been solved long time ago. Asking you time and time again are you alright, just as a friend. it’s really annoying, sometimes i really just want to let go of this friendship but i’m holding on to it so tightly cause hatred will just grow in me like that and i really don’t want it to happen. Yes I know that I may not actually understand what your feelings are, but isn’t it always better to open this heart of yours. Each and every time you say you are alright it just seems like a lie to me, your expression just tells it all. How am i going to hold on when it seems like I’m the only one holding on to it. I really want to let go, all the things you are doing is always against me, maybe i should just let go.
i’m not going to think about it anymore cause the more I think about it the more I’ll get annoyed, I’m going to hate her at this rate. But hate is not going to be in me. It’s really going to be a difficult time, seeing her quite often isn’t going to make things any better. Maybe I’m just thinking too much, but really even someone else knows. I’m not the only one thinking like that. I’m not going to talk about it anymore. GAH I want to go for camp K.O badly, I’m so going to miss out something great. so depressing can! His presence is going to be so great then, breakthroughs are going to happen, revival is going to happen. I’m just praying that I’ll be able to go for the services 😦
belle (: 