shut up!!!

woohoo horrible day just ended of my life…crap super duper sleepy during lessons just because i couldn’t get enough sleep cause of my brother friends hahah and today teachers just keep asking why are you so tired today? question marks and nothing i do could wake me up haha going to the toilet like umpteen times to wash that face of mine….school finally ended like woah and homework again and again…..ah it’s always like that why why why!!!! hmm even worst part came but no feelings like who cares about her haha~~~ band blah blah blah whatever get kicked out like who wants to get back there huh? syf may not seem that important to me anymore get in or out nothing will affect me maybe it wasn’t really that worth it slogging my way through and getting kick out in the end….whatever happened today I’ll just forget it there will not be tomorrow if there isn’t today eeteuk’s definition of ‘special day’….tomorrow’s exchange will just turn out as horrible whatever she may want to do scream and so let her be doesn’t matter i got super junior…my motivation? haha not so sure about that…something that can make my day if i’m down just watch some random videos about them and i’m alright….haha that a pros for having  a idol? haha as for tomorrow I’ll just see what comes in the way–hope the preorder for the third album at a cheaper rates will be successful haha aja hwaiting oppas….

marry u japanese version promotions….

Just stop it now
And take off your hypocritical mask
Take it off, your fake mask
Everyone is waiting
Don’t throw away the last wish
Toss it away, your fake mask

bellelovesuperjunior<3

crap homework~~~

new year is finally over over over went to grandma’s house and off…blah blah i not going to say anything about it haha!!! hmm why am i rushing my homework now…why do we even have homework during new year hahah so funny!!! ask the school that freaking question!!! its crap it’s rubbish whatever you can think of!!! happy birthday jaejoong it was your birthday yesterday had fun celebrating with the other members? ahh SJ third album two song’s title is made known already ocean deep and mandy…and eeteuk oppa will be playing piano for one of the song!!!! woo hoo wants the album to come out soon!!! aja hwaiting man…..tml there is gong han what rubbish….not fun luckily thurs no school hahah!

happy birthday jaejoong oppa may all your wishes come true and all the best for bolero album!

The feeling that I just fell off
I was happy even just with looking
With a heart that couldn’t date you
Staying up all night, sobbing
I want to confess
I just wanted to be loved
All things I’ve wanted and hoped for

bellelovesuperjunior<3

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its wonderfully chinese new year and yet have lots of homework to do haha graded assignment for history bio worksheet and maths homework…wow all due on wed!!! chinese new year? celebration and visiting haha doesn’t seem that fun this year? haha still have the horrendous sore throat can die…last year new year i was also sick haha not  this year again right? haha 2 more days then off to visiting and everything haha! yesterday had celebration in school sat with strawberry milk and zhu zhu!!! haha the ice cream cheat people feelings one…haha then had eng test and chinese was weird we didn’t have lessons but just some weird IO questions stuff my eye almost went blind haha then CCA sec 2s had audition and all had to re-audition but i guess i will just screw up my and just get kicked out too hahah!!! happy new year to everyone and to SJ oppas have a fun year ahead and don’t ask eeteuk oppa for hongbaos haha make him feel sad only haha!!! hmm good luck for the third album hwaiting!!!

quotes eeteuk oppa cyworld:

I have the copyrights too!!!

How can you just put my photo on like that!!!ㅋㅋㅋ

Ah this fella’s popularity…ㅋ

Original Source; 박정수 미니홈피
Credits; OnlySJ13

The memory of all those days of love
A heart that can’t stop
Wakes up my heart that wants to sleep
Let it go
Wanting to turn around, your memories are now
Left only inside pictures
You’re my endless love

bellelovesuperjunior<3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KANGIN!!!

its 17 January and guess what day it is…mr raccoon birthday!!! hahah one year older and more handsome of course haha and so coincidental they are having their super show concert at Nanjing today wonder what kind of surprise will they give to kangin…cake of the face again traditional way of their celebration hahah they does that to everyone like every year haha…hmm seems like they all busy preparing for 3 jib hmm and kangin still have to take on another new drama he schedule is really packed huh? boys before flowers is like super nice really want the ending to change hyun joong ah…he suppose to be the one with the girl hahah apparently not i think based on the other version sad sad new episodes faster come out…anxious anxious!!!! anyway today main lead is KANGIN mr raccoon all the best for the year 2009 and take care of your health and don’t fall sick please…have lots of fun today at the concert and may all your wishes come true!!!! hwaiting

to kangin oppa korea #1 handsome guy :

it is oppa birthday today your special day!!!happy birthday and stay as handsome as you were always!!! i will support you from singapore!!! celebrating your birthday with the other members at the concert???haha come to singapore remember what i said or the board you saw….happy birthday 생일축하합니다 – 강인오빠!!! hahah!!!!from the bottom of my heart i wish that everything you will succeed for the year 2009…i’m still waiting for third album to come out and i still will continue to wait until it comes out!!! stay healthy always okay don’t fall sick the weather is getting colder in korea…remember the scarf that i gave you?remember to use it to keep yourself warm!!! be strong as you were always be!!!! happy birthday!!! kim youngwoon saranghamida!!!! korea #1 handsome guy hwaiting!!! teukie oppa will give a kiss to the most caring husband ever..kangteuk hwaiting!!!! 강인오빠 사랑해요!!!

The small feelings that kept rushing
Don’t even stop by
Even if I try to erase you and forget you, I
Smile several times
Yeah Yeah How many time Yo
Even if I look alright
Yeah Baby Yo Baby
The time I spend alone
Is so long without end that
I just want to wake up
The face I want to see
Even if it is within time
Even if I call your name
It is too far now
You can’t hear me anymore
I’m crazy for you

bellelovesuperjunior<3

13 Jan!!!

hmm school today was fine tiring to me though….chinese test in the morning wasn’t done well but it wasn’t graded haha…hmm then maths maths maths hahah stay back to do chinese new year deco…then went popular with nicole low and cherms…notebook–searched at 2 bookstores…finally found it then bought a pen and refills then went off with cherms to the wonderful mrt where a crazy small little boy was there reading our school name in chinese hahah hahah cherms new darling hyukkiee!!! the super cute hyukkie but teukie the best aja!!! hahah there is school tomorrow again again this horrible dreadful thing what enjoy school!!!!….i’m going to get the photobook i hope….achievement i finished my maths homework hahah but three questions only haha….

kangteuk finally together again!!!!

The day I can say I love you
The time spent with you in my arms
How is it such a blessing to me
Let it go
Past memories I want to have again
All of them remain, like the first time

bellelovesuperjunior<3

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one week of school already…guess i’m handling it fine as a sec 3 student!!! Saturday got CCA fair ahhhhhhhh…..i don’t want!!! hmm then sunday CIP with weiyun..survey!!! there is test next week chinese test and lots of homework…elit and english and i have no idea!!!! super show encore is over come to singapore soon!!! and to the anti-fan if you dare to lay your hands on any SJ members prepare to run cause all the E.L.Fs will come after you….you better not touch them!!! this post will be super short band today haha gone through all the CCA fair songs….i sounded super horrible…forget it!!! hwaiting SJ hwaiting too!!!

Love that has changed one person
This feeling while running
Inside time that has passed
Flinging aside weariness
When I miss you, I can’t stand it
Burying my day’s yearning
Under the roar of the engine
Gradually raising the volume
This street leading to you
Tonight’s the night of my festival

bellelovesuperjunior<3

FIRST DAY? —

started school today it was alright i guess just talking already so sleepy how am i suppose to survive the whole year! new class new teachers– it was alright too! my subject teachers aren’t that bad or good in a way? haha boring talks today almost fell asleep!!! then there was band in the afternoon hahahah practice practice practice!!!! hmm super show encore is tomorrow and sunday i want to go — SJ as 13 again yay!!! 3 jib in march woohoo!!! SM winter album coming out next week got new songs haha!!! i’m going to study really hard cause i want to go korea again!!! see my pretty boys haha! use less computer watch less television do more revision pay attention in class–no sleeping no matter how boring it is!!! haha new resolutions for the year 2009 but not going to type it out!!! personal haha!!! hwaiting to everyone! and to SJ oppa stay happy and healthy and always 13 waiting for the album to be out!

As the sun leaves the sky
The road to destiny
Becomes more clear
Meeting by chance
Was not an accident
It was fate letting it happen
I wanted to confess
I want to make it so that it’s me
The work because I wanted you

bellelovesuperjunior<3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUNGMINNIE–

its officially 2009!!! good and bad in way!!!! they had fireworks at KTR so cool!!! eeteuk oppa is okay already except for a little sore throat!!! ah happy new year to everyone! have a good year ahead!!! and to all SJ oppa have a good year ahead–hwaiting for the 3rd album it’s coming out in march!!! always stay healthy and happy don’t stress yourself out!!! don’t fall sick!!! super junior always 13!!! happy birthday sungmin! : may all your wishes come true!!! stay cute and handsome as always!!! hwaiting for 3jib !always smile kays!!! pumpkin squash haha did you eat the one that i gave you??? happy birthday i always love you 생일축하합니다!!! happy birthday junsu!: may all your wishes come true too! stay healthy and good luck for the new jap single! 사랑해요 슈퍼주니어!!!새해 복 많이 받아!!!

happy birthday sungmin oppa!!!

That’s right, I fell in love
My love has grown like this
Even if it’s difficult for me
Nothing will change
You’re right, I keep looking at you
Take notice and know
It’s okay that you’re a girl who has someone
It’s alright if you see me as pitiful
I know I will get hurt too

bellelovesuperjunior<3