haeteuk!

..사랑하는 동해../..Beloved Donghae..

박정수	2009.04.29 01:31

..Someone who has become more than a member of the group…My brother Lee Donghae..

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..Spending 10 years together..We’ve really been through a lot..

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..Happiness, sadness, joy, tears..Feeling it together..My brother..

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..After coming back from busy schedules..Hyung!!!Hyung’s really great..ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

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..How do you think of that on broadcasts?..ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋI’m envious..ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

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..My little brother who teases me..

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..When I want to sleep, he calls…Hyung!!!!!!!……

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..I’ll sleep beside Hyung..and then slipping under the blankets..

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..And then I get very annoyed..so I kicked him away..ㅋㅋㅋThen he comes back pretending to be sad..ㅋㅋㅋ

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..But it is really annoying..ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

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..Hyung! I’m going to China again, you’ll be lonely..

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..Now he’s gone to Hong Kong..I’m really feeling lonely..ㅋ

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..Even though at dawn he’s really tired, he’s willing to talk about troubles through the night..

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..Always..Believing in Hyung…Because Hyungie is doing well..and giving me strength…ㅠㅠ

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..Donghae-ya!!It’ll be great if you’re always happy!!!…

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..Do you still remember before we made our debut we often hugged together and cried, and said that we’ll do well?ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

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..Now we’re doing well like this..Now you needn’t worry any more..

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..Do your best!!!Hyung will also work hard doing his best as an idol, MC….ㅋㅋㅋ

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..So look for your position..Hyung will support you!!!!!!!ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋIt’s a promise!!!

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..Being alone in a big room..I’m lonely…I miss you..ㅋㅋㅋ

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..Your father in Heaven is always watching over you and cheering you on..!!!!

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..Thank you..!!You always say that health is of utmost importance!!!..

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..You must also be healthy! !

..My brother Lee Donghae…!!I love you…………………….^^v

Credits; OnlySJ13
Please do not take out T-T-—-

it really sweet!

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singapore river!

yesterday, i met chermin and nicole at novena. we suppose to meet nicole at the mrt but i guessed she interpreted the comin into come in and she walked all the way to the korean shop! hmm we were deciding where to go when she suddenly said singapore river so we just went there, i think we were quite noisy in the train nicole and her wonbin’s pillar – one legged? we went to star buck and ordered cheese cake!!!! then someone was waving at me i guess couldn’ figure out who it was until i stared at him for 5 secs okay i was like OMG!!! he actually came into starbucks to talk to us, still in shocked! he asked where our boys, nicole apparently replied not boy is man! haha yeah donghae is man, and he went to the toilet haha! they’ll keep receiving calls from their parents haha they were suppose to be home! we walked to singapore river and sat there for a while out of all the couples backview suddenly got three girls sitting there..abit weird lah! i’m wanna go there again it’s really nice!

this was last week’s star king!!! it was really funny!

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chem kills!!!

today i had my chem test. apparently all my studying was kind of wasted, my mind was just blank during the test i can just kill myself when i get back the paper. the whole day was quite dead for me lessons lessons!!! bad day i guess? i had a headache in the afternoon totally just no mood to do anything! today’s band hmmm punishment session it was okay i guess since i was a normal member. i missed today’s musicbank 😦 and they won! always miss it when they wins! quite a bad day today, at least it’s the end of the week and i get to rest! sudden urge to eat ice-cream 😦 i realised that many people is in the boys before flowers craze now!

yesterday musicbank!!! they shouted out for kibum again!

another week gone?!

i’m finally back from school! it was a tiring day for me, two tests today maths and english. hmm i almost died for my summary almost couldn’t write finish,  ms praba was like standing right in front of me scary lah! hmm then got band, DRILLS!!! haven’t had it for almost a year, and now back again cause of norms haha! but it seriously can kill, under the hot sun you wouldn’t want to try marching for an hour or so your legs will just break! it end of the week already, time to rest for today only!!! tmr i shall start studying my chemistry and maybe a little of history i’ll try if i can concentrate. next week i’ll be super busy so yeah hwaiting! just pray hard for my chemistry and history, i really cannot afford to fail these two subjects! oh yeah! this week band was like ‘relaxing time’ though we still combined, we played pirates, it’s like really hard! too hard for me to catch up, that’s all i can say. have a nice weekend ahead everyone 🙂

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triple crown!!!

yay sj won for mutizen again it’s triple crown but this means that they won’t be able to win on inkigayo again. i’m happy happy haha! i was flooding myself with all my homework these few days haha, hmm i was studying for emaths cause they added linear inequalities to the test i’m going to be killed twice first by congruency and similarity and now by linear inequalities 😦 i’m going to be a good girl and study all week like i did again but this week i got band again bah! I’m going to get back to the busy schedule again! hwaiting and i’m loving yeteuk a lot now~~~they are just so cute together

today inkigayo–checkered suits!

results– hongki is dancing sorry sorry too!

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i’m free!!!!

the week of school is over so soon it’s quite rare huh?! hahah it’s all cause of good friday i love it, hmm today had my biology test it was alright i guess since i studied really hard for like really hard haha! but need to start studying for emaths test it’s next week and tell you what midsummer is quite nice..all the Greek myths and stuff i should go try out the legend about the moon one haha it’s a full moon tonight am i suppose to look out for that ray of light? hmm tmr i’m free haha, i’m still going to study though i cannot fail anything now! haha i’m about to post translation for SUPER JUNIOR REVEAL YOUR TRUE IDENTITY it’s quite long haha but it’s funny!

After Super Junior won 1st place on a music show with “Sorry Sorry,” fans posted with the heading “Kibum, your hyungs did it” on the fansites.
Eeteuk : Yes, they did that after we won.

You’ve won 1st place before, but it seems especially meaningful this time. Eeteuk even cried, no? (laughs)
Sungmin : Teuk hyung always cries. He has a lot of tears. (laugh)
Eeteuk : I was very uncertain and insecure because it had been a year and six months since we did activities in Korea. It had been a long time, and I was also worried that we wouldn’t be able to adjust to the changes in music trends. The members that were in China when we were preparing for the album would call and always ask, “Hyung, how’s the situation?”

“We were confident ever since hearing “Sorry Sorry” for the first time”

Seeing the video of the choreographers dancing that was released before the album came out made it seem like you were confident. You were cheering watching the choreographers dance.
Eeteuk : Yes, I uploaded it. (laugh) When we heard “Sorry Sorry” for the first time, the majority of the members said, “Hyung, I think this song will do it.” I don’t listen to a lot of pop music, so I don’t know about music trends, but Donghae told me, “If it’s this song, I’m really confident.” While we were practicing the choreography and as the song was being completed, I kept thinking that I wanted to show [fans] as soon as possible.
Donghae : When “Sorry Sorry” was completed, the members were all sleeping, but when we received a text message from the company saying the song was finished and that they had sent it to us by email, all the members gathered in the living room. We were saying to each other that “With this song, we can really be confident.” With that thought, we practiced the choreography together, and because we had missed each other from being apart for so long, the atmosphere was really good.

Lately, it seems that everyone is very worried about keeping up with the trend.
Eeteuk : It’s because the music industry changes quickly. We worried whether we had to keep pushing on with our own style or adjust to the current trends. Also, we worried whether or not we had anything more to show because even though this is our 3rd studio album, it’s actually our 19th album if you add up all the albums we’ve worked on. I don’t know if it’s because the choreographers were from abroad, but they helped us break that fixed idea.

The choreography is complicated and parts of it are difficult technique-wise , and it requires each member to do different moves. Wasn’t it difficult learning the dance?
Eeteuk : The first day the choreographer came, the better dancers of the group went to learn the choreography first, and after becoming familiar with it, they gave their opinions and helped edit the dance while the other members learned it. This was so that when the better dancers did the difficult moves, the other members could cover what they needed to. Because Donghae, Eunhyuk, and Shindong dance well, when we practice, we follow whatever they say. When they want to do the choreography one more time and the other members complain that they’re too tired, Donghae says to me, “Hyung, tell them that we should do it once more.” Then, I say to them, “Hey, let’s do it one more time. I’m doing this even at my age; let’s do it once more.” (laugh)
Ryeowook : We can’t not do it. (laugh)

We should be able to see the members that dance more and the members who cover [support] them. (laugh)
Eeteuk : When we were learning, we also thought that there would be a difference, but after completing the choreography, it seems empty if even one of us is missing. For example, at the very end, when the members are sitting and just moving their hands, Siwon’s expression and gestures….
Donghae : It’s very empty without them.
Eeteuk : Slightly… because it has an American feel. (laugh)
Siwon : (laugh)Truthfully, it was very hard practicing. Still, Nick and Trent (the choreographers) were thankfully very considerate.
Eeteuk : Siwon tries very hard… But one day, he snuck out while practicing. I followed him to find him sitting in the hallway. He asked me, “Hyung, am I doing well?” Still, Siwon ultimately did well. He sets the mood in the beginning of the song.

“As we continue performing, it seems that our light image is changing slowly”

Siwon sets the mood very well in the beginning of the song. He gives it a slightly sexy feel as well.
Eeteuk : He’s really chic. Middle aged women really like him. (laugh)
Siwon : Before recording, I had a discussion with Director Yoo (Songwriter Yoo Young Jin,) who wrote the song. This time, I felt that I should sing more feebly. Director Yoo also said that it would be good to sing in a sexy, light, feeble manner.

“Sorry Sorry” is a song that depends more on how well one brings life to the feel of the song like Siwon did, rather than how well one sings the notes properly. A lot of effects are used and the flow and force of the song have to be maintained; how was it singing keeping those things in mind?
Sungmin : The part I sing has a lot of electronic effects in it, so Ryeowook and I worried a lot. I could have sung regularly, but I thought it would be weird.
Ryeowook : The melody is repeated, and the pitch is easy enough to reach that one would even be able to sing the song right after waking up.That’s why there are a lot of people who think the song is very easy to sing, but it was hard to get it right while recording. The feel of the song changes immensely depending on whether you emphasize the first or second syllable of the lyrics. It’s not a song that requires outstanding singing ability, but we tried to bring life to the feel of the song as much as possible.

“Sorry Sorry” came out after such a thorough process, but how do you feel about the current results? It feels like Super Junior’s most widely appealing hit song has come out.
Eeteuk : You’re right. There are a lot of songs that our fans loved, but in terms of widespread popularity, most people remember the song “Rokkuguh,” which was one of our unit songs. As a result, we wondered whether we needed a more relaxed approach in order to gain popularity from both our fans and the general public, and this time, I think we were able to do that to some level. These days, the music charts are really important, and we’re happy because we’re getting higher rankings than we expected on the music charts.

This time, it feels like Super Junior’s strength as a team is really being expressed.
Eeteuk : Yes, that’s true in some ways. To tell the truth, because Super Junior goes on a lot of variety shows and sings a lot of bright songs during unit activities, most people just see us as a bunch of fun and talkative kids. I think that going on stage together is helping us change that image.

As Eeteuk said, Super Junior had an unusual concept from the beginning. Even your greeting was, “Hello, we’re Super Juni-or,” and as soon as you debuted, members had individual activities. How did you gather as one group?
Eeteuk : At SM, there is something called a “presentation conference.” Trainees form their own groups and sing and dance in rotation once a week in an imitation broadcast. One day for the presentation, Heechul and I performed a New Kids on the Block song. The younger trainees did H.O.T or Shinhwa songs, but the company people who saw us said, “You each have unique charms. How do you feel about coming together as a group?” From then on, we continued our individual activities and then gathered as a group, and did individual activities and in this way, came to this point.

“We wanted to break the mold of the usual idol”

That’s not the usual formula for an idol group, but did you have any concerns about the concept? For example, that you would lose the idol image and that your popularity would suffer.
Eeteuk : At first, we weren’t very worried. We wanted to break out from the general idol mold, but as we continued like that, we started worrying that we weren’t being treated like idols. Super Junior wouldn’t be mentioned when idol groups were being discussed. We were also stressed because we had to keep changing from being cool and charismatic on stage and then funny and amusing on variety shows. At first, fans would say, “Oppa, [don’t forget that] you’re an idol,” but if we didn’t talk on variety shows, they would say, “Oppas, why aren’t you talking? Why are you being edited out [for not being entertaining enough]?” (laugh)
Donghae : Still, rather than being trapped in a mold, by doing individual activities and solidifying our positions, we shine even more when we come together as one. Even when we’re in our 40’s working individually, I want to keep the name of Super Junior’s Donghae.
Eeteuk : I think things like this help our group’s long term success.

But weren’t you worried being apart from each other for so long? You must have wondered when you would come together as one again.
Eeteuk : We had lots of worries like that. There’s a saying that if you gather, you live, and if you fall apart, you die, but for us, we live when we are gathered and we live even when we are apart. (laugh) I was also stressed when I first MC-ed for M.net’s “Love Fighter” because the fans really didn’t like it. The show’s known for being provocative, and there was talk that the team might suffer by my putting my name on the show. [As in, Teuk taking responsibility over the show by being the MC and literally having his name on it; it was “Eeteuk’s Love Fighter”.] However, after MC-ing for almost a year, it actually became the program that fans remember the most. The show was so provocative at times that I tried to look at it by taking one step back. I think I learned from that in many ways.

Eeteuk, do you have aspirations for MC-ing? You’ve even become the MC for KBS’s “Road Show Quiz Expedition.”
Eeteuk : Yes, I was able to join a KBS show. (laugh)
Siwon : Wow~ As expected! [This is the closest translation I could make. Siwon says 역시, which pretty much means, of course, I couldn’t expect less of Teuk hyung.] (claps)
Eeteuk : When I see senior idol singers, some act and some are in musicals, but there aren’t any who MC. I think that I would be able to do well in the long run in that area…

You’ve been focusing your attention on long term success [throughout the interview.] (laugh)
Eeteuk : Short term success is not good (laugh)

It seems that individual activity really influences the members.
Sungmin : It becomes something to learn from, whether it’s radio DJing or acting. I even went on a talk show with Shindong. I don’t talk very well, so it would have been hard if I went alone, but Shindong made it very comfortable and I learned a lot.
Ryeowook : I haven’t done radio DJ-ing, but when our members DJ, they have control over all the main broadcasting stations from 8pm to 12am. I was proud seeing things like that. In my case, I did promotions for Super Junior K.R.Y, and in the future, I want to continue showing my singing abilities through K.R.Y.

Super Junior | “We Want to Broadcast Across All of Asia A Show Completely of Our Own” – 2

Ryeowook, you participated a lot in the ballads on this album; what do you think has changed compared to before?
Ryeowook : As we began preparing for the 3rd album, I began thinking that I should create a style of my own. I was supposed be showing my own colors, but I seemed to be imitating other singers. I worried about it a lot with Yehsung hyung and Kyuhyun, and because Kyuhyun and I had to record during our free time while promoting Super Junior M, I kept thinking about it whenever we went to Korea to record. That’s why I would go to the recording studio before going hom, and I slowly found my own style.

Ryeowook, you’re a vocalist, but the fans say that your acting was most memorable in the movie “Attack of the Pin-up Boys.”
Siwon : He’s a hidden talent. (laugh) I also asked Ryeowook how to act while we were filming. He responded to me in one sentence, to follow the feel.
Everyone : Oh~
Siwon : I learned a lot. (laugh)
Ryeowook : Actually, many of our members act, so I learned a lot watching them.

“I’m in my mid-20’s, but my passion is still as strong as it was when I was in junior high and high school”

In “Attack of the Pin-up Boys,” the narrator says “We are high schoolers,” but weren’t your lives different from that of ordinary high schoolers?
Donghae : Truthfully, we don’t have many memories from high school. I wasn’t able to attend school regularly since my third year of junior high. When I woke up, I would go to school, and when school ended, I would go to train. I’d go home at 1 or 2 am. Things were like that until we debuted.
Sungmin : For several years.
Donghae : Even then, we didn’t have any complaints, and when we were told to go home, we said we would practice more. We would lock up by ourselves and even practice with only our underwear on. I wish I had more memories of high school, but I think that because of the time spent practicing then, we were able to get where we are now.

How did it feel filming “Attack of the Pin-up Boys” altogether?
Donghae : Kyuhyun wasn’t able to participate because of an unfortunate event, but it was great being able to do something together. All 13 of us seemed to feel, “Yes, we should definitely do it.”

You’re busy individually when you’re not doing activities together as a group, but do you have time to spend together?
Donghae : We do at night. When it’s really late, past midnight, we eat together first. We go to the sauna too. (laugh)
Ryeowook : Teuk hyung goes to the sauna.
Donghae : Because he’s old. (laugh) Before we go to sleep after eating, I have to blend him strawberries and milk. (laugh)
Eeteuk : I tell him “Donghae, put in honey for me.” (laugh)
Ryeowook : In the morning, we have to feed him ginseng. (laugh) I’m just kidding.

No matter how busy you are, you do sleep at home [the dorm].
Eeteuk : Because there’s nowhere to go. My house is actually in Eunpyeonggu, which is on the close side, but it’s been over 6 months since I went home. The dorm is more comfortable than home now. When I go home, there’s nothing there and there’s nothing to do.
Donghae : If we don’t eat together, I have to eat by myself. We’re not the type to go out and play, and if we’re not together we get bored or depressed, so we always suggest eating together to each other.
Eeteuk : At the dorm, Ryeowook makes food often. He asks, “Do you want strawberries?” and washes them for us.

The members seem very close.
Eeteuk : Donghae, Eunhyuk, and I have known each other for 10 years. I’ve known Sungmin for 9 years. We’re in our mid-20’s, but because we met in junior high and high school, we’re still the same as we were then. That’s why we still think that we’re not mature enough at times, and we still have the passion we had back then.
Sungmin : We’re immature. (laugh)

I saw Eeteuk crying when Kyuhyun sang on SBS “Star King,” and it showed how attached he is to the group.
Eeteuk : I was with Kyuhyun when the car accident happened, so I know the exact circumstances. Knowing that and seeing Kyuhyun made me emotional like that.
Sungmin : He’s crying again. Why did you make him cry? (laugh)

“It’s really funny conversing abroad. When I don’t know a word while speaking English, I’ll use Chinese.”

Kyuhyun, are you recovered now? You were injured badly, and everyone must have been really worried.
Kyuhyun : I’m completely fine now. At that time, I wasn’t in the condition to promote the 2nd album, but while lying in the hospital for three months, I kept wanting to perform, so I had surgery and started participating in group activities again.
Siwon : That’s why we were nervous whenever he performed. One time, he came on stage tottering. I was going back to my spot after finishing my part when Kyuhyun staggered. For a second, I wondered, “It’s a live broadcast, but should I carry him and run?”
Eeteuk : The doctor even said that it was a miracle that Kyuhyun recovered. Kyuhyun and I were in the same hospital, and the doctor said both our recovery speeds were quick and good. He said it’s because I’m youthful, and Kyuhyun is young… [The word that the doctor used to describe Teuk is to describe adults as being young; the word he used for Kyuhyun purely means young, and it is used to refer to children or teenagers.]
Everyone : Hahahaha.
Eeteuk : (laugh) So he said it was very good.
Siwon : It must be good to be youthful. (laugh)

If the 13 of you are together, you must argue often. How do you handle each others opinions?
Donghae : Because there’s 13 of us, if we keep talking, good suggestions are made, and we accept them fairly. We argue, but we also play, and cry. It’s always good being with the members. That’s why I think we were able to do well in Asia.

How was it at first in China? The environment is total different from that of Korea.
Kyuhyun : It was fascinating. I’m a foreigner in China, but it was moving having people from another country welcome us.

There must be situations in which you speak Chinese one day and Thai the next. Were you able to handle such varied activities?
Kyuhyun : Yes, because I felt that I receive a lot of love when I see these fans who like me.
Eeteuk : When we were promoting Super Junior T, we did activities in Japan, so we were learning Japanese. We went to China for the Asia tour, and I said “hi” [in English] without realizing it. (laugh) After staying in China and going to Thailand, I kept confusing whether I should say, “Ni hao” or “Sawadikap.”
Siwon : It’s really funny conversing. When I didn’t know a word while speaking English, I’d use Chinese.

I’ve been to Thailand before, and there was a picture of Super Junior covering the entire wall of a shopping mall.
Eeteuk : The thing that makes us really happy is that they treat us really well when we go, even more than we expect. It’s like how late 1980s Hong Kong actors were treated when they went to Korea to film commercials.

If you say things like that, it makes you look old. (laugh) Pretend you don’t remember. (laugh)
Eeteuk : Then should I just say I heard it from my grandma? (laugh) Anyway, even if we go abroad, people cheer hard for us. We filmed a motorcycle commercial once, and I heard that in Thailand, that model of motorcycle was sold the most. We went to Thailand two days ago because a motorcycle was released with our name. It was really moving.
Sungmin : It’s embarrassing to say it myself, but we have a lot of chances to meet Korean fans when we do promotions in Korea, so they don’t always follow us. However, because we go to Thailand infrequently, the fans there keep following us the few days we’re there, and there’s so many people, to the point that we can’t move when we go to the mall.
Eeteuk : That’s why, if it’s possible, I want to learn languages more fluently so that we can create a variety show just for us across Asia.

“We’re really happy now, and we hope we can keep moving forward like this”

Siwon, you were abroad by yourself while filming “A Battle of Wits.”

How did you feel?
Siwon : First of all, I became more responsible, because if I made a mistake, that would be a minus for our entire group. Also, there was a lot of psychological stress while filming “A Battle of Wits.” It was hectic because I was hearing different languages everywhere around me. That was also the time when we were preparing for debuting as Super Junior, so I would stay up all night filming and sleep a little on the way to the airport, and then sleep again on the airplane. When I woke up, it would be Korea. Living like this for a month and a half was really stressful psychologically.

How was it filming a movie with legends like Ahn Sung Ki and Andy Lau? Did Ahn Sung Ki give you any special advice?
Siwon : In Ahn Sung Ki sunsaengnim’s [teacher] case, he just said in one sentence… “(imitating Ahn Sung Ki’s voice) Just do it comfortably.” (laugh) If that were now, I wouldn’t have been able to, but at that time, I told him my situation and told him, “I don’t know what I should do.” Whenever I did that, he would be eating sunflower seeds from his left hand and say, “Just do it comfortably.” It felt unreal that I was filming a movie with Andy Lau sunsaengnim until we filmed the first scene. After we filmed the first take of the first scene, it finally felt real to me and my legs began to shake. Actually, that scene that I filmed with him was the most important, and when I think about it now, I’m disappointed. I could have done better.

You’ve shown us a lot doing individual activities. Do you each have your own plans for the future?
Eeteuk : I can’t know the thoughts of the other members, but I want to make the team sturdy. Rather than focusing on the individual, the roots have to be strong. Super Junior has to succeed in Korea in order to succeed abroad. That’s why, like Donghae says he wants to do, I want to continue releasing albums into our 30’s and 40’s. For myself, I have a lot of interest in MC-ing.
Sungmin : If I get the opportunity, I want to show people my acting.
Ryeowook : A singer-songwriter. I majored in music composition in high school and I’m still writing songs now.
Donghae : I want to try acting, and I want to give each of the members a song as a present. It doesn’t matter if those songs would be released on official albums or not.
Kyuhyun : Because I’m young (laugh,) I want to try everything.

Kyuhyun, your past as an Olympiad winner [I’m pretty sure it was a math olympiad] created a stir. Do you have any plans to start studying again?
Kyuhyun : No, I don’t. (laugh)
Eeteuk : Kyuhyun’s had owns a very big college entrance preparation academy. [a hakwon, or cram school]

Oh, an idol star who operates a prep school? (laugh)
Kyuhyun : I’m the next director. (laugh)

You wouldn’t need to advertise. (laugh)
Kyuhyun : The director of the prep school filming the commercial… (laugh)
Siwon : I think making plans is fine, but if they don’t go the way you want, it can be disappointing, so I want to be a Choi Siwon who works hard and is acknowledged no matter what he does.
Everyone : Oohhhhhhh.

This is the last question. I think it would be good for Eeteuk to reply. What kind of team does Super Junior want to be in the future?
Eeteuk : I’d like for it to stay the way it is now. We should work hard individually and when we gather together, we should work hard together. I wish this would continue for 10, 20 years. Because I’m so happy now, I wish we can keep pressing forward like this rather than have things change.

it’s funny. pray hard that SJ wins for musicbank tmr hwaiting!

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INKIGAYO WIN!!!

yay!!! SJ won for inkigayo again. #1 for consecutive two weeks hope they will win next week again, oh yeah yesterday at stay king it was really funny, teuk was playing sorry sorry on some instrument he’s quite talented actually!!! haha bah anyway today performance was really good–red suit haha!!!congrats to oppa for winning the award you really deserved it! hwaiting!!! hmm i shall post the videos here now haha

today performance at SBS!!! it was cool red suits haha! watch in HD

this is eeteuk oppa alone first then the rest joined it, it’s kinda of cool!

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4 April 2009!!!

it’s officially 4 april and it’s jewel guy’s birthday! this post is dedicated to him.

to eunhyuk oppa:

oppa happy birthday! you are one year older now haha, must remember to take care of yourself okay and don’t always fall sick ah! grow up more ahh!!! still acting like a kid sometimes but it’s cute. stay as handsome as you always are and stop growing taller— being too tall isn’t very good sometimes haha, hmm if possible i will go find you guys again next year okay just pray hard that i can go! now that you are one year older must take care of the rest always ah and remember to eat more you are really skinny–skinny monkey?! hmm good luck for tmr inkigayo, if you guys win it’ll be your birthday present! the best one you ever received! best wishes from all the E.L.Fs from all over the world. hope that today you’ll be happier than anyone! all the blessings from the fans!hope you have lots of fun celebrating it with the other members be crazy at dorm! hmm be happy and stay happy! oppa hwaiting! 생일축하합니다 – 은혁오빠!!!

hmm today there is inkigayo! i’m going to be a good girl and study my biology first before i watch music core and star king haha. i’m scared for bio there is 3 huge chapters to study 😦 hmm must think positively i’m already quite lucky not to have cca this week so that i can study! hwaiting belle! and happy birthday mr strawberry milk again i saw you drinking strawberry milk again i will buy some for you if i go korea again:)

happy birthday jewel guy!

eeteuk oppa dedicated a post to eunhyuk oppa too

Jungsoo’s Cyworld Column Update 2009.04.04

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Roach Eunhyuk ah..
Happy Birthday..^^ㅋ
Ah! These days it’s anchovy..ㅋ

Credits; OnlySJ13

bellelovesuju<3

3 April!!!

HMM!!!! according to chermin tan she says that m blog is dying haha. so now i shall post something to revive the ‘dead blog’ hahah, hmm today had maths test both a.maths and e.maths– it’s kind of screwed but i don’t know lah. 4 april you know what date is that, it’s hyukkie oppa birthday the precious jewel guy haha hmm tmr i’ll post a longer one for me though haha. hope they win at inkigayo on sunday and it will be the biggest present for him. today was quite a boring sleep day, i was practically sleepy the whole day.

this is really funny it the story behind the mutizen award:

leeteuk says that before they went on stage at the end to see the winner for the award, he gathered all the members together and told them that even if they didn’t win, they should still be happy and glad they are performing and should congratulate others for their victory.
but when they got up on stage, it turned out that they did win the award so they had this huge group hug again. but just then, leeteuk felt a hand grab his throat and heard someone say, “hyung, what happened?” and then more hands started strangling his throat asking why they won and leeteuk was just like “i don’t know!!!”. haha the members really didn’t expect to win and they thought leeteuk knew everything since he was the leader so everyone was asking him what had happened.

i guess i’m done with my post haha, tmr i’m going to start studying my bio three chapters enough to kill me so better start studying. there’s inkigayo and star king tmr hope they win the mutizen tmr. jiayou hwaiting

Reset

넌 이제 정말 아무렇지 않냐면서 넌 이따금 별 일 아닌 듯 내게 묻지
정말 내가 아무렇지 않아 보이니? 그러니?
난 아직도 너를 보면 가슴이 아파 금새라도 눈물이 쏟아질까 봐
애써 난 바보처럼 웃고 있는 걸 모르니?
이젠 어떻게 너와 내가 (다시 예전처럼 친구일 수 있니?) 정말 그럴 수 있니? 그런 거니?

*Press the reset, press press the reset 난 널 너만을 보고 있는데
Press the reset, press press the reset 난 널 너를 잊을 수 없는데
Press the reset, press press the reset 내 앞에 서 있는 널 어떻게 놓으라는 거니?
Press the reset, press press the reset

Rap> 그대여 무슨 말이라도 해요 그리움에 가슴속이 미어 그대도 그렇다고 tell me
내 심장이 멈춰버려 숨이 막혀 내 상처는 아물지가 않아
오늘도 그대 없는 빈자리 구석구석 가득히 눈물이 맺혀
혹시라도 그대 거기 올까 내 생각 가끔이나 할까 궁금해 미칠 것 같아
이런 내 맘 그대는 알까 사랑해 사랑해 약속할게 손 꽉 잡을게 미안해 미안해 돌아와줘 Press the reset

정말 우린 정말 돌아갈 수 없을까 그날 우리 처음 마주쳤던 그날로
그날로 돌아갈 순 없을까 제발 오 제발
어쩌면.. 혹시라도.. 만약에.. 너도 애써 나를 위해 웃고 있다면 정말 그런 거라면, 이제 돌아와

*Press the reset, press press the reset 난 널 너만을 보고 있는데
Press the reset, press press the reset 난 널 너를 잊을 수 없는데
Press the reset, press press the reset 내 앞에 서 있는 널 어떻게 놓으라는 거니?
Press the reset, press press the reset

차라리 내가 떠나야 할까 이제 놓아주는 게 너를 위한 일일까 하지만
나를 용서해 그럴 수 없어 너를 잊을 수 없어 돌아와

*Press the reset, press press the reset 난 널 너만을 보고 있는데
Press the reset, press press the reset 난 널 너를 잊을 수 없는데
Press the reset, press press the reset 내 앞에 서 있는 널 어떻게 놓으라는 거니?
Press the reset, press press the reset

you ask me if i really don’t feel anything or if nothing’s wrong from time to time
do i really look like nothing is wrong? do i?
even now, when i look at you my heart hurts..
even if it’s for a moment, i try hard not to let my tears fall
don’t you know that i’m smiling like a fool?
now how can you and i become friends like before?
can we really be like that? can we really?

press the reset, press press the reset
i’m looking at you.. only you
press the reset, press press the reset
you, i can’t forget you
press the reset, press press the reset
how am i to let go of the person who’s standing in front of me
press the reset, press press the reset

[Rap] you.. please say something..
that your heart is aching with longing too, like me.. tell me
my heart stops.. i can’t breathe.. my wounds don’t heal
i patch up the empty holes you left with tears today too
by any chance, would you go there? think about me occasionally?
thinking this, i go crazy. do you know this heart of mine?
i love you i love you. i promise you.. i’ll hold your hand tight.
i’m sorry i’m sorry.. come back to me. press the reset

can we really not go back to how we were.. to the day when we first bumped into each other
i guess we can’t go back to that day.. please, oh please
possibly.. maybe.. if… you too are smiling for my sake
if it’s really like that, come back now

press the reset, press press the reset
i’m looking at you.. only you
press the reset, press press the reset
you, i can’t forget you
press the reset, press press the reset
how am i to let go of the person who’s standing in front of me
press the reset, press press the reset

rather, should i leave first? is letting you go something i do for you?
but forgive me.. i can’t do it. i can’t forget you. come back

press the reset, press press the reset
i’m looking at you.. only you
press the reset, press press the reset
you, i can’t forget you
press the reset, press press the reset
how am i to let go of the person who’s standing in front of me
press the reset, press press the reset

bellelovesuju<3