it has been a great week for me seriously. with Him around everything was so great, so awesome.

yes, camp was a blast! a pity can’t go for camp K.O. but i guess there is a reason for it. But anyway things has been so great.

i’m going to keep to what i’ve said “start studying in december”. i’m so going to have fun studying, i kind of miss these days

less blogging more studying. it’s going to be great.

woohoo tmr is gonna be exciting to the max…can’t wait i guess it’s going to be super fun.

waiting for sunday too!

this weekend is going to be filled with excitement.

your presence will be best of all:)

every few steps I take, there are bound to be set backs. i’m holding on to it tightly, this promise I want to keep to it cause it’s really important to me. i’m holding tightly to you, there will be no one else. these promises are made and it has an impact to me. whether it is that person or them, i’m really trying my hardest to hang on there. temptations are put in front of me each time, i’ll have the faith to push them aside and i know i’ll grow stronger to be more mature. no more tears, it isn’t going to make things better. i know i have to face it someday and i’m ready to face it. You are giving me strength and grace to overcome these trials.

‘For it is by grace, you have been saved, through faith‘ – Ephesians 3:8

it’s beginning of the holidays. great and bad at the same time cause there are many things i want to do but yet i know that i won’t be able to do so. saturday cell was great as usual but thoughts just came running into my head, and i was really confused, in a sense lost. these few weeks the sermons are always pointing out something to me and it is something similar. i think god is trying to reveal to me what he would want me to do. i made a promise and i do not want to break it, i’m trying hard to keep it and i believe i’ll grow stronger over the time. it’s monday yet i feel so blank and i have no idea what i’m going to do. there’s a few places i really want to go alone, but it’s weird and the place is really far. soon i hope. there is going to be no more hate in me and yet i want to be filled with love instead and be able to spread the love to others like how god loves me so much. each day is going to be a better day from now onwards 🙂 god bless everyone.

yesterday was hilarious to the max like seriously it was really funny!

going there tomorrow again but in school uniform 😦

anyway really glad I got my answer to that question that i always had in my head.

survived 3.5 hours of maths today so wonderful right right. 2 hours of chem tomorrow not sure if can survive

but i’ll try my best at least. ending school in two more days cool.

hunger for hunger. i’ll never get enough of you i’ll never be contented with what i have now.

even though i am hungry for you but i’ll not get contented. there is no place for complacency.

this journey i’ll walk it with you i know i’m not alone.

to live a life of hope and with faith i know i’ll be able to finish the race well.

i’m holding tightly onto you, i will never let it go.

sometimes i really hate your ways of doing things

and sometimes your appearance just ruins everything

i don’t want to hate you. you always appear when i want to do something alone with others~

i made a promise not to hate…hatred is not suppose to be in me

the distance we’re keeping is the best for me right now.

 

why aren’t things going the way it suppose to be?

i am really really tired of all this things!

every time i say something you will always have something to say

isn’t there one time where you can just keep quiet and listen to me

it’s hard but i won’t give up

i made a promise not to scream at you or to shout at you but you are really making my whole life upside down

my whole mind is confused now… i really want to be with you but it’s hard.

i felt your presence!