9 November 2009 - Monday

hunger for hunger. i’ll never get enough of you i’ll never be contented with what i have now.

even though i am hungry for you but i’ll not get contented. there is no place for complacency.

this journey i’ll walk it with you i know i’m not alone.

to live a life of hope and with faith i know i’ll be able to finish the race well.

i’m holding tightly onto you, i will never let it go.

6 November 2009 - Friday

sometimes i really hate your ways of doing things

and sometimes your appearance just ruins everything

i don’t want to hate you. you always appear when i want to do something alone with others~

i made a promise not to hate…hatred is not suppose to be in me

the distance we’re keeping is the best for me right now.

 

3 November 2009 - Tuesday

why aren’t things going the way it suppose to be?

i am really really tired of all this things!

2 November 2009 - Monday

every time i say something you will always have something to say

isn’t there one time where you can just keep quiet and listen to me

it’s hard but i won’t give up

i made a promise not to scream at you or to shout at you but you are really making my whole life upside down

my whole mind is confused now… i really want to be with you but it’s hard.

i felt your presence!

31 October 2009 - Saturday

a class without a form teacher isn’t complete at all

it may be a good thing that she changes an environment

tears just keep flowing down when i heard that

really hope that all she said was fake.

23 October 2009 - Friday

woo the weekend is going to be fun haha cool.

the week of school ended like that

can’t really bother about the results i got i expected it at least haha

22 October 2009 - Thursday

papers after papers disappointment after disappointment this week wasn’t a good week to say. it feels like there is no point coming to school sometimes when everything expected will happen. awaiting the weekends to come cause i know there is going to be something i’ll do to repent or anything. everything just lightens up! keep faith for that’s what many people told me to do and a miracle will happen. i’m still waiting for the miracle to happen and i really hope it will happen this weekend. there are times where i feel really useless where i can’t do anything to help,  it feels really horrible. but still i’m going to stay strong and have faith cause revival is about to happen. it’s amazing what god can do. woo with god nothing is impossible my favorite quote!!! anyway people don’t feel discouraged or anything cause what we are aiming for is the big one next year. stay strong cause we’re all going to pull through together and to purity next year we will mug even harder cause we will do our teachers proud. i’m praying praying praying everything will turn out well cause i believe he will see our sincerity. god bless everyone!

19 October 2009 - Monday

today is awesome awesome awesome. haha managed to buy clothes after a thousand years…like really after a thousand years. hahah today went bugis with nicole and chermin tan…woohoo. like was walking here and there fun ah. oh oh oh we all bought the same jeans so amazing right hahah then me and chermin bought the same blouse haha so funny~ we should do this more often…walking here and there but my leg really hurts and my back. my old and awesome back hahah!thanks for today it was great! ahh i want to knock their head for stealing my phone alright…not funny at all!!!

hahah it’s exciting thinking about it can’t wait for it to happen hahah!

18 October 2009 - Sunday

it’s so exciting…i believe something is going to happen

revival is about to happen and i’m really excited

today service was great like feels really great to go for service after exams i feel so…relaxed

17 October 2009 - Saturday

yesterday was games carnival, i was kind of slacking my way through the games and like just whacking the ball here and there. anyway it was a great game purity 🙂 then i went night safari like around 5 met the rest at hub to eat first then cheok was like getting tortured by her food which was supposedly extremely spicy or something but it was nice to me. night safari was great but seriously if you have a weak heart please please do not ever try going. your heart will literally drop out!!! but it was fun though. and oh oh i got new lover, the tin man hahah…he’s really so cute and really friendly. the tram ride ahhhh…..was seriously…..go try it if you are those who like adventures or thrillers however the first part may just make you doze off but you will definitely wake up at the end, as in like really wake up cause it’s really scary maybe not scary but the things just pops out really sudden which is why i say people with weak heart shouldn’t go. anyway it was fun still and thanks guys for making it such a enjoyable day.

went for cell today it was great as usual and went to eat eat eat at SUBWAY EAT FRESH hahah! chat and chat and chat until maybe around 7 plus like reached home at nine thanks mummy and wilson for sending me to the traffic light and sorry for making you have to run for your bus. woo tell you something great tmr is a sunday and what so great about it cause there’s church tmr and there’s no school on monday woohoo. to those who haven’t finish your exams really wish you all the best for it alright do your best and everything will turn out fine 🙂 there something i’ve been wanting to tell that someone but i really have no courage to say it out, this isn’t good 😦 anyway have a great weekend ahead everyone and to purity enjoy the these few days of holidays we have haha before we can start our lessons again. god bless everyone:)