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i do not have the choice to be who i want

for just that second i wished i did not exist

is there a place for me?

i’m still searching for one

i don’t see anything ahead.

is there a way i can go back and change everything?

is there a way i can stay alone?

is there a way i can smile in my house?

it is the end but also another beginning for me

i will regret if i let it go

only 10% of my energy is left

can i hold on till that period?

happy birthday heechullie!!! you are one year older stop bullying the members ah and remember to share burden with teuk hyung he’s really tired already. anyway continue being your weird self (AB blood with jonghyun jung sungmo too) which is just so cute! haha all the best for anything that you do. mr cinderella continue to stay as pretty as you are now and eat more you are so skinny stop going on a diet with teuk hyung ah..i’ll kick you for that. remember to stay happy and healthy too. happy birthday~ super show II will be soon don’t be too tired! hwaiting!

슈퍼주니어의 멤버 김희철로 봤을 때 정말 우리 팀이 없어서는 안돼, 중요한 존재예요. 우유 빛깔 김희철!

생일축하합니다!

i can’t take it anymore!!!

this is really draining away all my energy

is there a way i can gain it back without losing anything?

i’m want to let it go but i can’t, it’s drifting away

i really don’t know what to do.

i’m running in a race now

and i’m about to give up soon.

there’s nothing i like doing now

one moment is this

one moment is that

when will i be able to stay the way i want?

is it over yet?

my life like a string with many many knots.

the word smile is out of my dictionary now.

i don’t think i like where i am now.

or maybe i’m just thinking too much.

sleeping for a night without thinking is something i want to do

for just that moment i felt like running away.

I’m tired. Is that a place I can go?

i’m really tired…

i really am.

i just want this to pass soon.

this week just pass like that, like just one blink of eye and it’s gone.

next week will be a even more busy week for me, more tests means less time to play less time to sleep.

hang on there.